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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

bearer of bad luck.

as i stand here in cybernook, i can't help but think about what happened last night. i guess, i wouldn't be able to forget it my whole life. it's that bad...(well, maybe for others it's not but to me it is!)

last night as i was getting rest as much as i can, a friend of mine called. believe me or not, i dreaded ever talking to this person. it's because he's plain mean. everytime we talk it's like sinning and all he is is bad news. well moving on....

so a couple of "okrays" here a acouple of "okrays" there. (can't stand it anymore.) i was just quiet the whole time. i just responded, "sama" or "ok" every other word. a few more minutes and i was going to hang-up!

it's a good thing that La Salle is slowly growing on me. i was happy with the company i have. everyday was ok for me.

at last the news that wrecked my good mood came. you see my blockmate is the cousin of this friend i was talking to. he told me that a couple of days ago, they had seen each other in a reunion. his brother who happens to know me asked this blockmate if he knows of a person named Martin Dimalanta. the good person my blockmate was, responded, "yung ba***?"

i've been getting that impression for like my whole life. well, i can't really blame them because i might be somewhat feminine or maarte at times. (because i grew up in a family of girls...-long story!) so what i do is just ignore those nasty comments. but since i'm in a new school trying to adjust, i just can't take any of those bull. and to think i don't know this guy and suddenly i'm hearing from someone bad things he says about me. duh!it really hurts. maybe people at school really think of me that way, but at least they just keep it to themselves. this guy i don't even know and he's judging me already. i just don't understand...

good thing does happen to good people. (that's me!) so i told this to my bestfriend. he told me something that can help me get over this. he said, "martin, wag ka ng mabahala sa mga taong ganyan.... alam, kong nagugulat ka kasi ikaw you understand. there are just some people who are not sensitive enough. let's just leave it to the lord. " true enough.... ipauubaya ko na lang ito sa panginoon.

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

di ko pa rin alam kung sino eh...tell me na kasi please...

1:46 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ahh ok....
>g e t s k o n a...

well, personally issues like that really are hard to discuss.. and people can be down right judgemental and insensitive. pero don't worry, in case of whatever may happen, dito naman ako together with marcia, to back you up! haha!... who that moron, feelingero thinks!.. at least people enjoy haning around with you.. and i know that you're a cool and good person! nax!... hahaha...
~yan

2:19 PM  
Blogger mhuyk said...

im zoorrryy ha! na-surrrrrrrre! Owell, ganyan talaga ang buhay. just understand the people who do not understand you. may kasabihan ngang: "if you don't like my attitude, then QUIT talking to me." that easy. besides, no one can please everyone. :) just let them be! maiba lang tayo, kakamisss ang hs! :) see ya soon! miss ya!

1:26 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Excellent, love it! »

10:32 PM  

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